No Regrets

My sweet girl.........
 I would do it all over again to have had that 9 months with you. I wouldn't trade even one second that I got to hold you and touch you. Even though my world stopped turning on sept 8th I would do it all again. Sometimes I wonder if that's normal I'm sure some would say I was crazy. But I got you longer than anyone every bump, thump and hiccup were mine to cherish and always will be. My body grew your perfect fingers and toes. Your perfect curls and little baby rolls. But it was my body in the end that failed you and i'm so sorry. Your perfection wasn't mine to enjoy. There is another purpose for your existence for the short time we had together. There are no answers only questions still, and I have tried to to come to terms to accept that it may be just that for the rest of my life. I wondered in those first few days and weeks how am I suppose to go on bc it didn't feel like I could. I have come to realize I can and I will bc even though my world was brought to a halt it was only my world everyone elses kept spinning. I hope that God has told you all about us how wanted and loved you are. I hope you can see in the house at all the things we try to keep your memory and your presence with us. I wish I could feel you around me know that you are there.